God loves us so much that He gave us a free will to decide whether or not to follow Him. We must make that choice ourselves. God does not force Himself on us. But this decision must be made before we die. After that, it is too late. Please choose Jesus now.
Admit that you are a sinner. “For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God.” Romans 3:23
Believe that God came down to earth and died on the cross and paid for your sins in full on the cross. “We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to his own way, and the Lord has laid on Him (Jesus) the sin of us all.” Isaiah 53:6
Repent of your sins. This means turning from your sins and what you have been trusting in to get to Heaven and trust in Jesus as the only way. Asking Him to forgive your sins and make you clean in His sight. “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9
Trust Jesus alone for your eternal life. He will forgive your sins when you repent and trust Him. The Bible says when we do this we HAVE eternal life. Jesus said “Truly, truly, he that believes on Me, HAS eternal life.” John 6:47
When you truly see your sinful condition as God sees it your attitude will be to fall on your knees in prayer and ask the Lord for forgiveness and have a desire to follow Him all the days of your life. When you do that the Bible says Jesus saves you and gives you eternal life.